I had a dream. It seems important, so I'm
writing it down. For the most part, the
entire dream was in grey scale, unusual for me.
I was in an art class.
The assignment was to draw a still life of a
folding chair that the instructor had brought
in and set down in front of a fire place. We
were each to interpret the chair in our own
style.
When the dream started, I
had already finished my project and was helping
another student with his. He was trying to draw
a caricature of himself sitting in the chair
and was tracing a photo of himself for
reference, using a "Sharpie" marker. The photo
was incomplete and he was having a hard time of
it. The instructor came over and told me that I
should be working on my own project. I told him
I had already finished it and he said "I know.
I can only imagine what you must have created."
Apparently I had quite a good reputation in the
class. Another student had created a very
detailed engineering drawing of the chair,
using AutoCad (a program I use for
work).
When I showed my project
to the instructor he was amazed. I had not
drawn the chair at all. I had drawn a VERY
realistic looking pencil (or charcoal) drawing
of one of the end irons for the fire place. He
was very impressed and said "You have captured
the essence of the chair by NOT drawing it! And
the drawing of the end iron looks more Real
than the real one! Be sure to include that one
in your portfolio!"
(Remember, this is all in
shades of gray, like watching a black and white
TV.)
So I take out my
portfolio and am surprised to see it is made up
nearly entirely of projects made by cutting out
bits of multi-colored construction paper to
make a scene, much like you may have done in
first or second grade, and of about the same
quality. And the whole thing is in vibrant
c
o
l
o
r
!
The only thing so far that is. So, I
take my pencil drawing and tuck it between a
couple of the pages toward the front, flip to
the back and start making a construction paper
"drawing" of a blue swimming
pool with orange
float-toys in it.
My instructor looks over my shoulder
and says "We're not interested in that stuff. We
want to see more of your Real work!"
I say, "But this is just
as Real as the other, maybe even more so," but
take up my sketch pad and pencil anyway. I'm
hungry and decide to draw a beer and pizza as a
joke. It is, of course, a VERY realistic
looking beer and pizza. So much so that another
student comes over and eats it, becoming a part
of the drawing.
This, of course, gives me
quite a start and I begin to question the
nature of Reality. What is a drawing and what
is "Real"? And I begin to draw the universe,
the cosmos with all the planets and stars and
such, creating the reality of solar systems and
galaxies with my pencil. The reality/drawing is
getting quite large, of course, and as I
approach Infinity, there it is ...
... A Picture Frame. It's
one of those museum quality frames, carved
wood, overlaid with gold leaf and enamel
inlays. To make matters worse, it's in full,
vibrant, living
c
o
l
o
r
.
There is nothing but white beyond the frame.
And I then wake up.
In the near future, I hope to have a page here
with some of the insights I've taken from this
dream. There's a lot here and it bears looking
into.
Also, this page is just screaming for some
appropriate graphics. Patience please, I'm
working on it.
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